They say that they can give him lots of cuddles and praise, but that emotions are running too high right now for a scene. His alpha forgives him, but deny Itachi’s request to do a scene right then. Itachi apologises for that and promises to always let them give aftercare.
His alpha explains that they aren’t concerned about him having troubles getting out of subspace, that he can act like a brat about that all he wants, but that when he’s out of subspace, he can’t just deny aftercare because he’s in a bad mood or wants to ‘punish’ them for bringing up him.
He says he’s sorry but that he sometimes has a hard time coming out of subspace and he doesn’t know how to control that. He apologises rapidly, all the while his alpha just holds him and lets him breakdown in their arms. He just wants it so bad, he needs a break, he can’t handle his reality and thoughts for so long without a moment of peace. Then one evening, when he’s just about to start falling into subspace ad his alpha jerks him back, he has a bit of a breakdown. Alpha knows Itachi is struggling but they hold firm because Itachi needs to come to terms with his own unhealthy behavior and apologize for his disregard for his own mental safety and for his disregard of Alpha’s rules for scenes and subspace. He tried masturbating to see if he could bring it on but he doesn’t feel safe enough to be in subspace without his Alpha keeping an eye on him. It hurts Itachi because he wants to go back into the nice place but he can’t get there himself. Any time Itachi tried to get into subspace, Alpha dragged them out or stopped altogether. Tries to insist everything is fine because he does not want to confront this attachment or his behavior.īut Alpha is firm and keeps their sex life fairly vanilla for the next month. Alpha will not set up a scene without it.Īnd Itachi doesn’t believe them at first. Alpha will not Dom without the trust or confidence that their Sub is being as honest as possible throughout the entire thing. Its a violation of one of Alpha’s rules and boundaries as a Dom. If I can’t trust you to tell me what’s going on when we are in a scene or when we are coming out of scene, then we don’t do them because I am not going to damage you.” So imagine my surprise to be over 3100 followers already XD This blog will be two years old in August and I’m so so happy that I managed to talk myself into starting it back then :DĪnyway, thank you again for your lovely message and I hope you have a wonderful day!! can just imagine the Alpha sitting him down after the first time he tries to deny aftercare/being snippy/ignoring Alpha and being like “we won’t do this anymore if you don’t let me take care of you. I figured that if no one was writing this style of content then it couldn’t be that popular! I just needed to get the ideas out onto paper for my own sake and figured I’d post my writing for the 3 other people out there like me. It sounds cliché to say, but I genuinely didn’t believe this blog would get past like, 200 followers at most. When I started my blog, I couldn’t find it anywhere! There were a few blogs that had one amazing piece, but then you would go to their blog and it’s 99% sub!reader, or the dom!reader blogs that were great but rarely updated, so there wasn’t a lot of content. There’s nothing wrong with writing harsh and mean dom!readers, or writing shorter scenes without direct mention of aftercare, but I’m like you and much prefer gentle, established relationships built on genuine love and trust for my porn haha.Īnd it’s hard to find. I do completely understand what you mean though. I’m happy you’re enjoying yourself on my blog so far, and if you’re new, then you probably have a lot of backlog to get through because I write a lot XD This was such a lovely message to receive, thank you so much for sending it to me!! <333